I need to hear the voice of God, I've walk in the spirit of the Lord but I can only go so far before wondering if I am hearing his specific will. Am I spending enough time in his presence. In his presence you learn obedience to his word. Understanding of his will. Discernment of His spirit. How to plant seeds and reap blessings. Yes I was rejected and told to wait. I was disappointed, told to be quiet. I was over exerted with my zealous spirit to serve and pain from abuse, I had become imbalance. From the past and present issues of hurts. I rejected my responsibility and look for other ways to serve because of this rejection. I started wondering from church to church. Yet I was judge by so many church folks. I lost the desire to be apart the church. Yet I learn to serve my parents and be still in the Lord. I became a care giver to my parents. I study the word of the Lord at Home and attended church now then. I started Ministry and Business online. I even started an online radio network. Now need to hear the Voice of God to lead others and help many come out of Debt from sin and financial bondage. I am hearing the voice of God again. I am truly serving the Lord in my Life today. I have much to be thankful for and yet still much to learn. I am instructing and teaching online Today, I visit many church in the community but I am learning to serve the Lord wherever He leads me.